Wednesday 31 March 2010

Lesson and Learn

Ok. I want to admit that I am so weak at technology. I found it is confusing to pimp my blog and then forget to fill the content itself haha. Luckily, I realize it soon and start to write a post!

Anyway....Last week has been a very inspiring week for me

First..I finally created a blog!. I don't know why, how, and what purpose of this blog is. I just want to share my randomness of the day and share what I learned from those randomness each day.

Second..I went to visit a group of youth who volunteer to teach children around Bekasi on the weekends ,the lesson is mostly about Computer, English, or Math. Got a chance to meet so many inspiring children and inspiring "kakak" also. I guess I will come again next week! Thanks to Intan and Bagus who already let me join!





The third, I met Prasti and she shared stories how her life was in Netherlands! so interesting to know how to live a life alone in a completely different part of the world. I got a lot of insights.
and after that, continue the day with a very nice conversation with Yudi. From future talks to random talks. As usual, it drives me a lot. Even though he's younger than me but surely he totally inspires me.

The fourth, last week was a very critical point in my life when I finally figure out what I want to do in my life..I Invest a lot of time on this, I did even quit from my job only to really really sure about what my passion is. I might say It was a very hard moment when all people expected you more than you could ever imagine. But Thanks to dear Almighty, Allah S.W.T and best friends. I finally realize it..I am step by step trying to connect the dots of my DREAM.

The last one is actually not a good news but I do learn a lot from this one. my dad's best friend since middle school, Fetty passed away on Sunday. It was so sad since I've known Om Kahar since middle school. Suddenly I think...what if....and what should I do if.....
hmm "before you regret it, you better do something on it Lil"

I do feel It was a very packed week..I totally got lots of lessons to be learned

It scares me to death being Jobless without any activities but I completely happy I took this decision. I spent most of my days now trying to got more lessons to be learned each week.

But I do realize...Lesson and learn is not enough. One said to me "You got to DO it"

Friday 26 March 2010

Spontaneous vs Random

Wohooo finally I have my own blog

as usual I am being so random.

I had a chat with Buddi tonight and after took a look at his blog , I decided to make my own blog. I think I will love it.....

Mostly in my life, my friends and my family know me as a very spontaneous person. I don't think that much, I don't plan that much. and somehow, it's kinda true.

2 weeks ago I even flew to KL without any plan, I booked a ticket at 1 pm and flew at 7.30 pm at the same day. I sometimes drive to Bandung alone in the middle of the night only because I feel bored. and that's true I can be anywhere I want without even knowing what will I do there.....

What I really can see now is there is a very close meaning between being random and being spontaneous. I don't know whether I am too spontaneous or too random? haha

Well, I don't really care.

So here it is a "spontaneous" blog of me. I should learn how these things operate now.